So it seems...

... That every time I get good pictures of me with longish hair, I want to chop it all off. On the other hand, maybe its the seasons. When it gets close to summer I like to have shorter hair. My hair is so thick that in the summer I have to have it up all the time if its long or my neck is always soaking wet with sweat. Not to mention that having it up usually hurts my neck cause my hair is so heavy. Seriously, if I put my hair up in the pony tail, 8 hours later my hair is still wet underneath that pony tail. I remember in highschool putting it in a bun on top of my head and having to do a test in algebra/precalc/math class (in the morning) and my neck would get so sore and I was like, wtf, and then I would take my hair down and everything was fine. Kinda like my back at the moment. I pick up my boobs and magically its all better. I wish I wasn't serious :D

The last hair cut I got, I loved it! The seemed to have gotten the layers just perfect. Unfortunately I can't just go tell them to trim it, because shorter layers grow faster, so its just not the same anymore. So I have to find the picture that I used and hope that they get it right again. I think its been almost a year since I cut it.

Being a parent sucks these days. I'm really struggling with the holding Bayvin back thing. I don't know if she'll get over it, though maybe its just me that won't get over it. She seems to have a little group now, her, Sarah and Cameron. And if I hold her back I think it'll really ruin that. I'd like to think she'll just make friends and get over it, but I don't know for sure. She's already so sensitive. But is that more important than her learning. I want to think she'll just catch up, one day it'll just click ya know. I hate having to make these parental decisions that may or may not mess up her future. I don't want a 12 or 13 year old screaming at me that I held her back and ruined her life or something, ya know. I really needs to be able to see into the future damnit!

Rowynn on the other hand is doing awesome. Those molars are coming in great. She is an awesome eater. We went to Fresh Choice and she hate everything! Pasta, cherry tomatoes, cottage cheese, peas, corn bread, real mac n cheese, oranges, cantelope, though I was a bit nervous about that one, it was a little hard. She wants to eat carrots lately. I've let her take some bites but I still think they're too hard for her to chew. Maybe tonight I'll cook them and see if she'll eat them. Last time I tried cook carrots she didn't want to have anything to do with them. Her favorite food lately is fig newtons and the yogurt nutrigrain bars. And she loves the Strawberry Banana V8 Fusion juice. So I know she's getting lots of fruits and vegetables.

*At least we're both looking at the camera*