it just sucks

That everything medical has to take so freaking long. And no doctor's office seems to ever been any better. Its been 2 weeks since the referal went out, when I called today they said they had gotten it. Now, if I hadn't called, when would I have gotten the message, and how long have they had the news? And unfortunately it wouldn't matter, cause I don't get to see the doctor til January 19th. I'm on a cancellation list, incase someone cancels, but that's still a long time.

So I call the doctor's office in what I would think would be enough time, based on what medication I have left. My doc couldn't see me til thursday next week, yet my vicodin should be gone. For some reason she can't give me any more medication and unless she reevaluates. re-evaluate what? I haven't changed, just the medication doesn't work. What the hell. I had to leave yet another message to tell her well if she can't see me then another doctor does, and OF COURSE that was at 2pm yesterday, roughly, probably earlier and I didn't get a response, yet their phones and doctors are there until at least 6pm.

I keep telling myself that this doctor is better, they gave me free medication. One doctor FINALLY said that the scoliosis wouldn't be causing my pain. The other doctor blew it off that it was scoliosis and I needed PT and that's it. But the fact that my condition doesn't change, besides get worse cause none of the medication seems to help me anymore, that I somehow need to get reevaluated. For what? what are they gonna do? Nothing, they already refered me to a specialist.

The whole thing just sucks and I get stuck here sitting and laying and standing in pain, not that its is like a 10 that I need to go to the ER, its just that its constantly at a 4 or 5, constantly, and its just so wearing.